I wanted to graze my finger tips across a surface roughed by bad intentions
Cut my teeth on twisted lips and indigestion
Was it just my imagination that this blue belonged on me
With a silver prong stylus in my hand, this the freedom I understand
The one that boys painted hues of black and blue while wearing green berets
My body is littered with there words. Their taunts of encouragements
Their disgusted repose
A hero really, for the lack of a better word
Who put such fitness into me I thought I would burn
But here they lie, with stained tongues and strained eyes
Having kissed the encouragement that came at a surprise
My color, my blood, spread quickly in the streets
Fingers one raised on intention now begging for release
Lips clenched in indignation now chewing on my teeth
These boys, so precious, forced to grow up
It is my imagination or did they forget how to trust?
A/N
Thank you dear readers for sticking around through these trying times. I know my angst has gone up a fee notches. So hopefully you can enjoy this one. I would love to see how people interpret it.
Much love from mine to yours