What is it like to love someone. No not someone who is related to you, like a parent or sibling. No, what does it mean to love someone else. Someone like a friend. What does it feel like?  Do you feel it everytime you think of them? I am good at pretending. I am good at saying the words..but I am not good at knowing if it real or not. I have been told that when it happens I will know. I have told a person I loved them a lot..but I can’t tell if it is real. Is it when my heart beats to fast…is so..why can’t I cry when they are gone.
Isn’t love suppose to make you sad. Why can’t I cry over them. I don’t want to be alone anymore, but I don’t think I can put someone through that