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Warrior duet

Posted by Zeannaroux on

Blood, sweat and tears, and pride, though it lies. I still got it, a certificate too. Proof that I know a thousand and one ways to kill you. But I have pain, pills just can’t fix. A bullet wounded knee cap and previously broken ribs. But I have honor, and respect, and the ability to shop at places where they do not accept my check.

Blood, sweat and tears, and pride, though it hides. I still got it, proven by the medal clipped to my chest. Proof that I know how to hold a person down as they scream. But I have pills, that can keep the nightmares at bay. A fucked up mind a broken home, I didn’t know what to expect. But I’ve got honor, and respect, and the ability to stand at ease in the check out line with people glaring at my back.

Simmer

Posted by Zeannaroux on

Whispering my name.
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Over
And over
And over
Again.
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Make it stop…

As times changes
So do the phrases
The words spoken
The way they are told

Going on and on and on and on
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
Day
Night
Time marches on
The way it is told
Enunciate slowly
No
Faster
Filled with bitter rage.
Whispering my name
Whispering my name
WHISPERING MY NAME!

Hiding from me
In a place I can not see
Whispering my name
Telling me to leave
Blaming me for everything
And nothing at all
It is not my fault
Was never my fault
Whispering my name
Whispering my name

Driving me insane

It was never my fault
It’s not my fault.

Please

Please

Don’t blame me
Such a poor soul
Such a little girl.

Whispering my name
Whispering my name

It always changes
The words that are said

Whispering my name
Driving me insane