it is 6 am and i am still stuck
largely because
i do not think i am enough
i could ask her to clarify
but i am to afraid to hear a lie
it’s 6:03 and i can’t breathe
yet i write such meaningless things
in the hope that it will get better
with time
Tag Archives: Lost
Healing vibes.
Share a story that has hurt you.
Something that ripped you to tiny piece and made it as though you didn’t not think you would survive.
Share that story, leave out no details, because I have a feeling this will help you heal.
Realize how much you have conqured.
The painful memories you can’t bear to hold.
Just let them go.
Share me a story if your deepest fear. Tell it all and leave out no details.
We need to see we are not alone.
Daily Prayer as I lay
It will hurt but only for awhile.
Keep the pain inside and try your best to smile.
The world won’t believe you.
People will always leave.
Lilac cravings bring you comfort,
Hidden within your skin.
I never meant to hurt you
By making you believe that all is well.
Never meant to hide from,
This truth I could not tell.
The world around us is painful
People never seem to stay.
I only hope you give me time
To correct every lie till today.
Lilac cravings bring you comfort
Hidden within your skin
Reminding you that all things
Must come to a grave end.
I never meant to touch you
To show you what true love was
Never meant to hold you in my arms,
Have you experience such warmth
Never my intention to bring you all this pain.
To show you that the world is cruel
And people rarely stay.
Close your eyes and remember me.
Remember the love we shared
Remember the times we laughed.
That I showed you what it felt like to care
Color me inside your soul.
Leave me there to fester deep.
Like a wound on your heart
You will always keep.
Lilac scars may cover you
Hidden from the world
But please remember the times we shared
Yes this world may be full of suffering
And people lie with glee
Yes in the end I hurt you most
Because I also had to leave
But please don’t forget us
Don’t forget our love
I never truly left you dear
I am always in your heart.
NIGHTMARE FANTASY 