I think I am a curse

Not that I will admit to it outloud

But still, I am

Something that is best discarded

(I look better in the trash)

Something that is best forgotten

(I look better in the past)

I am a curse And at worst

I am a nightmare edging on a dream

Just waiting to be discovered

A simple mistake

A makeup of fatal takes

I am a disgusting curse

Put on this earth by mistake

Should have never taken that first breath

Should have laid my soul to rest