Choices
By Zoha Lixue
I have waking nightmares.
Voices in my head
People wondering why I am not already dead
They ask me as a favor
To give up before I am able
I can give them all my excuses
But we all know it will be useless
I wasn’t made for this
And they know it
I ignore them
These horrendous voices
I pretend that they aren’t there
Impression in the wind
Hopefully one day they will end
In my head knowing they will one day win.
NIGHTMARE FANTASY 
OK. Maybe your site is about despair as an art form. I’m actually a bit concerned. Contact me if you need an ear.
I write as a way to work through many of the struggles I have with bring a single mother who has a mental disorder. It helps calm me and keep me focused sometimes. Other times it is what keeps me from doing something…drastic
If you ever need to talk, just contact me. You have a big job as a single mother. I’m a Reiki Master and can send you healing energy at no charge. Life is too short to suffer in any way. ♥️♥️♥️