I did not say goodbye instead I sat there crying.
I couldn’t get the words out. I couldn’t even think. Instead I cried for what felt like hours until my tears where spent.
Tried to fake a smile and pretend things are going ok. For my daughter I pretened that I am all right with this end.
But I can’t seem to feel anymore. I can’t bring myself to care. All I have is a liquid heart because what was once there has melted.
I am not happy with the hand I was dealt and really just want to lie down and give up.
I Can’t even end this on a proper note. I can’t make a decent beat…im done.