How did this happen?

Sitting in the bathroom waiting for the day to pass.

Pretending that I am doing something, fake sounds of passing gas

Hope they don’t hear me but don’t want them to see

Hiding in the bathroom cause I can’t seem to breathe

In my place of solitude I listen in

Hear their laugher, imagine their smiles

Such a good time they are having without me

So how did this happen?

How did it come to this?

How did it get to the point where I am hiding in the bathroom

Pretending to take a major shit

Listen to them joking

At the party I can’t join

So I am hiding in the bathroom

Till I can’t hear the screaming anymore.