I haven’t any idea but I will make it seem like I do.
If you look closely you might be able to understand
See I hold my own fate in my hands
But I don’t think I should have this ability
So I pass it on to those who come to close
Give them control of me and hope that all goes ok
They manhandle me and it will all be ok
I trust in them
I need to
They become my very existence
They become my everything
See cause I don’t know what I should do
So I give my fate to all of you
I treat you with kindness and take your abuse
I deserve it you see
Because you can see the real me
I can’t fathom life without them
I don’t care if my fate is diseased
I can’t be in control of anything
So be gentle
Or be rough
In the end it won’t matter
Cause I don’t know how to give up