Please..hold me. Truly hold me.
I am so tired if being alone. I pretend I am ok but I am not. I pretend like I am alive. That I am well. I am fucking burning!!!
Dead
Dead
DEAD
Everyday everyday I am dine. Forced to go on for your sake. Please just give me a break. Just one little break.
WAIT!!!!
NO  I take it back
Please don’t look at me like that. Don’t judge me right now just hold me close..close..closer still. Let me feel like this is….
REAL?
REALLY!!??
Do you think you would get away with pretending to love me. You lied, you fucking lied. Hurt me over and over with your fucking

I love you. You know I love you right. You are my light..yes please I know I mess up from time to time. Just stick around.
Party has just started.