Dedicated to a kind person I have spoken with on my journey in blogging. Feel free to look at their page. They are awesome.
Looking through the window, I can’t help but imagine life as it used to be. The words spoken and sights seen. This is what happens when things change.
Heart melts as it remembers
Beating with a forlorn sigh
How it tries to move on
Search for a different guy
But it can’t help but remember the past
How one love was meant, but wasn’t to last.
Things where felt are now a whisper
Yet listen close cause loves not that simple.
It isn’t easy to move along
To forget the bearing of a sweet song
Even though feelings fade
I can’t help but think of those days
Hold no regret but anger is near
Not for lost love but the emotions not felt.
How dare I move on to someone else.
How dare I be happy after time has passed.
Moved along gently from a lovers grasp
Can he see my smile and weep?
Or should I cower so he can sleep?
Feelings faded not my fault
Yet anger lingers at the thought.
Can I move on to a different path
Or forever be held in a past lovers fated grasp.
Dante Oden (is his name ^-^), wrote a pretty cool thing about how he felt like crap because he didn’t miss and ex. Someone he once cared so deeply for and yet suddenly whom he feels nothing. He is angry with himself for not feeling upset by the ordeal, lost, sad, angry…it is in the past. He moved on but should he have.
How long should a person sit there and think of a fallen love. Especially after we spent so much time with them. When is it OK to wish them well and move on. Even if people end on bad terms. Should we dwell on it? It is easier said then done to just pick up and walk away…
In my eyes there is nothing wrong being OK with a break up. My last relationship ended and I was only upset by it cause I wouldn’t have anyone to play video games with. I didn’t care about the sex, the touching, the…dating. I just wanted to stay up and kill something with someone! I wanted someone to get mad at me if I beat them up in tekken but who would still be willing to kiss me later. Actually freak kissing I want some to cook me dinner cause they lost the game.
Btw..if you are under the age of 25…you lost the game. Was 10 months strong… damn inner voice for reminding me about the game.
Back on track. Being in a relationship and having it end doesn’t mean you are obligated to be sad. Doesn’t mean you have to mop around for days. You can be happy. You can smile. Heck you can even con some random person online into joining your guild and watching as they slowly figure out how blood thirsty you are even though you are an archer or healer…or bard… I just like to see things burn while looking cool in pure white. Preferably with a tail or cat ears.
That being said Dante… eat that taco. Go on some dates. Get free food and enjoy your life. Stay away from allies cause that is where the bosses lurk.
I play FFXii..fear me