No amount of words can express the pain of losing a friend. Nothing in mind comes close to describing it and I honestly don’t think I want to.
Who could though? We, as humans, tend to block these sort of things from our minds until it is way to late. Until this friend stands at death’s door and gives us a wave. All death is sad of course but this one…I don’t know…losing someone so close and yet to so far is different. Losing a family member is just that..losing a loved one. Losing a friend is like losing a part of you. The part that made you who you are through many things most family members are not there for. That many of them ignore and take for granted.
Not to say I hold one above the other but they do feel very different.